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wOAH I'M ALIVE

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UPDATE: I'VE DECIDED I WILL POST MORE ART ON HERE, BUT I WON'T POST A LOT.





Hey guys! As you all may have noticed, I haven't posted any new drawings /except for the recent one/.. Well, the reason why is because I don't have the interest in posting art up on here anymore, and I'm posting my drawings on my Instagram account /if any of you guys even care or want to see more of my drawings @justasliceoftrash/. Why do I not have the interest? Well:

* This account is incredibly old /I had it since 6th grade/ and this account was when I was going through my weeaboo stage and being obsessed about Naruto. Now that I'm a Junior, I don't feel like it suits me anymore /and no, I'm not gonna make a different account because I don't even have the motivation to make a new one on here, and how I have to build up EVERYTHING again, so I'm not gonna bother touching that/. 

*My old drawings over the years are so terrible, I highly doubt I would even continue posting my stuff up on here, and it would be too much to put them all in storage, or in scraps.

*Personal stuff is another thing. I've been dealing with so many deaths and stress in my sophomore year. And I even had to deal with a breakup that was so bad, I ended up having a mental breakdown, and self harming myself. Plus I also had to deal with a death of a family member, and it didn't help out with my depression and being stressed out even more.

*Just didn't feel like posting on here anymore. I'm going to be honest, this website is boring now. It is. I mean, when I first came on here, I loved it. Now.. I don't love it. It feels too much like facebook than the DA I knew. And I just haven't had people looking at my art as much on here. It's not what it sounds like, I'm not looking for views. And I've noticed that I only have 2 friends on here I still talk to. There was a lot that I use to talk to. I don't know what I did /besides being so inactive/ to lose that many friends. 

But anyways, those are the reasons why. I don't know if I will post art on here at this point on, and the new drawing is the only drawing I will post forever, like I said, I don't know. But if you want to see more of my drawings, go to my Instagram page. I update over there a LOT more than I do on here. And I dont know if I'm going to post anymore updates on here. And I highly doubt anyone cares about what I'm saying. I'm not gonna deactivate this account, but I may or may not post anything on here anymore. If I don't post anymore drawings on here, then you will know why. I will ONLY be on here to favorite drawings and talk to people, that's it. I'm not gonna do anything else.
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Eck

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Hey guys. Sorry for not updating lately.. I've been busy with school and my personal life. And I had a friend over at my house, and she wouldn't let me be on my tablet, which it made me a bit mad. But, I had an okay week.. Despite I'm a bit upset that someone I know has 2 months to live, since she has been fighting cancer for a year and a half, and the cancer went down to her liver.. I'm going to see her, even though it's gonna kill me really bad.. But, despite the bad news, I have some good news too. For one, I'm a sergeant in JROTC now :D And one of my drawings is going to be auctioned for a fundraiser ^^. But, I'm going to rant about what I've been dealing with my mom. But, yeah.. And, I'm having good grades so far c:. And I'm hoping its staying like that for a while, I have all A's and 1 B ^^..
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What do you have:
[X] Mother 
[x] Father
[ ] Step-Father 
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step Sister
[ ] Step Brother
[ ] Brother
[ ] Brother In Law
[x] Sister
[ ] Sister In Law
[ ] Half sister
[ ] Half brother
[ ] Nephew
[ ] Niece
[x] Boyfriend/Girlfriend (been together for 7 months c:~)
[X] Mobile phone 
[ ] Own bathroom
[X] Own room 
[ ] Have a swimming pool 
[ ] Have a hot tub
[x] Guest room (it's more of a storage room xD)
[X] Living Room
[X] Own computer (more of a tablet, but xD) 
[X] Own TV
[X] flat TV (yesh :3)
[/] There is some big carpet at your house (I'm getting my carpet pulled out, to be replaced with wooden flooring) 
Total so far: 11.5

[ ] Full size/Queen bed
[ ] More than 8 pairs of shoes (me and shoes? ID)
[X] MP3 Player/iPod (My /recent/ iPhone will be an iPod, since I'm getting a new phone)
[X] PS2/3 (I own a PS2)
[X] Nintendo DS or PSP (Nintendo DS cx)
[X] Gameboy/Advance 
[ ] Gamecube
[ ] Xbox/Xbox 360
[x] Wii 
[X] Your Own Laptop (more of a tablet, and I hate it soooo much -n-)
Total so far: 17.5

[ ] Basketball net/hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[/] Pool table
[ ] Ping pong table
[ ] Football table
[x] sport gear (I'm counting my punching bag for this)
Total so far: 19

[ ] Night stand 
[ ] Stereo in bedroom
[ ] Surround system
[ ] DVD player in bedroom/portable
Total so far: 19

[ ] Go shopping at least once a week
[ ] Expensive cologne/perfume 
[ ] AIM/MSN 
[x] camera on phone  (who hasn't? o3o)
Total so far: 20

[ ] Go Cart/car/quad 
[ ] Guitar/drums/bass guitar 
[ ] Piano/Keyboard 
[x] Any other instrument  (I use to play a violin c:~)
[ ] Been on a cruise 
[ ] Traveled out of the country 
[ ] Traveled out of the continent 
[ ] Had a personal trainer
[ ] Expensive jewelry
[X] Met a Celeb (a football player, and the world's strongest guy c:. I got their signatures, and I got to get a picture with the football player :D)
Total so far: 22

[ ] Straightener/curling iron
[ ] Have been to a batting cage
[ ] Have $100 on you right now in your pocket/wallet
[ ] Credit card or ATM card or debit card or bank card
[X] Have a TV in your room 
[x] Mirror in your room (but I don't always use it)
Total so far: 24

[X] Window in your room 
[ ] Been to Paris
[ ] Been to Rome 
[ ] Been to Australia
[ ] Been to Switzerland
[ ] Been to Dubai
[ ] Been to Germany
[ ] Been to a place written in 7 wonders
Total so far: 22

[x] Parents have a car
[ ] Have owned or own a Jet ski/boat (fuck that)
[x] Had/have Camped (I'm not a fan of camping)
[X] Been to 3+ states/countries/provinces
[x] 80+ buddies on facebook/myspace 
Total so far: 26

[X] Home cooked meals almost everyday
[ ] Been in a limo (I've seen a limo xD) 
[x] Been in a helicopter (does the C-130 count? XD) 
[ ] Own a camera
[ ] Have been to Disneyland/World more than 2 times 
Total: 28



Post as:
1-25 = Ghetto! 
26-40 = Average Teen! (and tag 10 people)
41-50 = Spoiled Teen! (And tag 15 people)
51+ = Upper Class Snob! (and tag 20 people)

I ain't tagging anyone xD
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Well.. As you guys may have heard, Robin Williams killed himself yesterday.. I heard about it today all over the school, and I was really confused, cause I don't watch the news .-. And I am terrible with names until I came home, I looked him up, and he was in 5 different movies I've watched and enjoyed.. Now, I'm actually about to cry from all this.. But, he is in a better place now..
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updating

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Yeaaahh.. Remember when I said that I would update on here..?

Yeeeaaahhh, I lied :I... I've been updating more on Instagram than on here, because I like Instagram more ;3;

Guys.. I'm about to jump off a building..

Why?

Cause school is about to start next Monday ;-;. I hate life so much.. And guess what that means?

Yep, you guessed it, waking up at 5 in the morning, and people.

Kill me.. Now.

*cries*
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